“I cried, I suffered, I resented.” Long silent, Iker Casillas has spoken for the first time on the decision of Jose Mourinho at Real Madrid to prefer Diego Lopez to him.

Iker Casillas has spoken for the first time on the decision of Jose Mourinho at Real Madrid to prefer Diego Lopez to him.

Last season. “I spent nights sleeping very little and badly, said the Spanish international in an interview with the FIFA website. But I am “Madridista” in the soul and the club is above all, to me, coaches, presidents, athletic directors.

“I found happiness. It was not easy, but after breaking the ice, I’m another Iker Casillas’

The player admits, however, have recovered a smile recently. “I found happiness, he swears. It can not be used to experience something that we never lived. It was not easy, but after breaking the ice, I’m another Iker Casillas. ”

Tenured against Uruguay last Monday in Confederations Cup (2-1), Casillas could breathe. “It was not something totally new, but different, he loose. In five months, time passes and things come to live in your head. Fortunately, I had a phenomenal treatment from my partner and coach-selection, and it is important to restart. The goalkeeper requires trust, and she acquires game with minutes, and whenever you are given the opportunity and the confidence they need to enter. ”

How he plans the future then? At Real, of course. “I’d love to retire at Real Madrid, but I’m not going to force things tomorrow if a coach does not count on me. Then I would think differently, but I insist: my goal is Real. This club has given me everything “